its been years since i last came.. looking at my past post, i think my mindset did not change at all. and the past are still hunting. should i continue or not to?
we have walk and come this far. but it seems like things are not changed and it will never change.
i step back and take a look at what is around me..
thinking back if my decision was right during that time.will i still make the same choice?
Friday, February 09, 2018
Thursday, March 12, 2015
1.不要评价别人的好坏，因为他们并不影响你吃饭。
2.不要评价别人的德行，因为你不见得比他更高尚。
3.不要评价别人的家庭，因为那和你没有一点关系。
4.不要评价别人的学问，因为世上最不缺的就是学问。
5.不要评价任何人，哪怕是你最看不起的人。
6.不要胡乱花钱，因为明天你就可能失业。
7.不要趾高气扬，因为明天你就可能失势。
8.不要太过张扬，要明白没有一个人会比你更弱小。总之，做人要低调一点。
9.不要滥交朋友，尤其是同性，因为一举一动都会留下烙印，将来成为是非。
10.不要依靠别人，因为生活沉重，谁都想活得轻松。
11.不要伤害别人，因为报复迟早都会来，弄不好吃亏的是你自己。
12.做人不要解释，是智者的选择。人生在世，我们常常产生想解释点什么的想法。然而，一旦解释起来，却发现任何人解释都是那样的苍白无力，甚至还会越抹越黑。山不解释自己的高度，并不影响它耸立云端；海不解释自己的深度，并不影响它容纳百川；地不解释自己的厚度，但没有谁能取代她作为承载万物的地位……。别低估任何人 ，你没那么多观众，别那么累。
13.不要随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。现在很痛苦，等过阵子回头看看会发现其实那都不算事。我们常常抱怨生活对我们不公平，其实生活根本不知道我们是谁……
remember this..
2.不要评价别人的德行，因为你不见得比他更高尚。
3.不要评价别人的家庭，因为那和你没有一点关系。
4.不要评价别人的学问，因为世上最不缺的就是学问。
5.不要评价任何人，哪怕是你最看不起的人。
6.不要胡乱花钱，因为明天你就可能失业。
7.不要趾高气扬，因为明天你就可能失势。
8.不要太过张扬，要明白没有一个人会比你更弱小。总之，做人要低调一点。
9.不要滥交朋友，尤其是同性，因为一举一动都会留下烙印，将来成为是非。
10.不要依靠别人，因为生活沉重，谁都想活得轻松。
11.不要伤害别人，因为报复迟早都会来，弄不好吃亏的是你自己。
12.做人不要解释，是智者的选择。人生在世，我们常常产生想解释点什么的想法。然而，一旦解释起来，却发现任何人解释都是那样的苍白无力，甚至还会越抹越黑。山不解释自己的高度，并不影响它耸立云端；海不解释自己的深度，并不影响它容纳百川；地不解释自己的厚度，但没有谁能取代她作为承载万物的地位……。别低估任何人 ，你没那么多观众，别那么累。
13.不要随意发脾气，谁都不欠你的。现在很痛苦，等过阵子回头看看会发现其实那都不算事。我们常常抱怨生活对我们不公平，其实生活根本不知道我们是谁……
remember this..
Friday, December 19, 2014
Monday, July 21, 2014
21 July 2014
woo.. so damn long since I last wrote a blog.. I think I should start to jot down little little things before I start forgetting lots of stuff.
oh well... prolly last updates since marriage?
9 January 2013..
Our wedding day...
oh well. loads of things happening...
morning ceremony...
phototaking..
night dinner at Mount Fabor Qian Xi Lou...
11 January 2013
- bel 7th bday. celebrated at Studio M hotel..
7 Feb to 13 Feb..
- Our honeymoon!
Hokkaido trip wif hubby... Tour with hongthai agency..
( I lost my wedding band in the snow... on the very second morning.. sobs.. hubby replaced a new one after our trip.. heartpain.. )
10 May 2013
-Had my first HPT!
20 May 2013
- I seen my little beanie!
oh well.. it has been a tough journey...
since 2013 start hubby has been busy on work.. working late everyday...
soon in june I finish my exams... my final papers in Unisim...
11 June to 17 June
Australia goldcoast trip. wif hub and bel.
free and easy.. drove ourself. went to all the themeparks.. haha.
1 August 2013
Hi my little beanie.. u are a girl!
18 October 2013
I had my graduation days..
-Attendees : Hubby, Mum, Belle, and Sarah who came later.
oh well.. so fat during the grad day.. hehe. fatt n fatt. so fat. cox im 5 mths preggy!
12 Nov 2013
Hubby bday.. let me see... I think I treated him to buffet at Melt.. Mandrain Oriental.. still got buy cake for him in morning hor, buy a cake with bel n give him at ya kun toing bahru. ha.
23 Nov 2013..
its mine!! hubby treat thai village. hmm.
Wow... so that's the mark of 2013... ~ eventful year? haha.
lets see what happen in year 2014!
3th January 2014..
Early 3rd Jan morning... baby girl decided to make her appearance at 38 weeks! oh ya.. day before I was vomiting and having a fever... hubby is not home.. call n call... his only back at like almost 9pm? haix... angry. still say I am the one who anyhow eat tts why sick. anyway went downstairs to see a doc and told that I am having a stomach flu.. sigh. ok had med after reach home.. anyway... back to 4th morning... went to toilet and I saw red.. called up hubby as he went to buy breakfast... so well I showered.. eat breakkie.. called clinic.. and best of all Dr chan is not around... zZz.... he will only be back at night...
ok.. went to hospital ward at like noon time... was having diarrhoa at the same time... vomiting... start to feel contraction. but it was not close.. the takeover gynae dr branda was called over... oh well. knn. she charges me ok.. for like less den 5 mins. only chk the dilation. n the chk she done was so much painful den the nuses. stupid.
anyway was so painful n the diarrhoea make me cun walk n went off. although she says I can go home n will only give birth after midnight or next day. but den I just cant get out. vomited. and den took a bath. admit to labour ward.
oh well. had my epidurial at 9pm? haha. Dr chan is back from his trip. he was being called over after he landed in sin. he came... told me to slp n he visit me tomorrow. who knoes... I started dilating quite fast. and was already 10cm by midnight.. oh well... baby girl was out at 4th January 1am!
stayed in hospital... myself. woo. hubby went home. catch slp. n settle the doggy at home. run in n out of hosp. tiring 3 nights stay... trying hard to BF... to slp. to handle baby. pain everywhere.. torturous.
back home on 7th? haha. I think. had confinement lady for 3 weeks. as its CNY period. wanna save so nvr had for full 28days. .. full of joy tireness many many...
oh well...
11 January 2014
Bel bday celebration at Ridout Macdonalds.
25 January 2014
Karine baby shower at Totts studio!
Seeing you growing up day by day... lovable.
23 march 2014..
A fren had gone. hopefully to the better. it was a shock and I guess a lot people who knew him still not able to accept the way he choose to live for the better.
21 july 2014..
today.. I realised that why people are just not contented.. wanting to compare.. or rather I would say 生在福中不知福？I dunno if u just deliberately agitating me at times like asking me if I wanna see u n ur ex family pic. or indirectly telling me tt ur ex gives u 100% of his money. but somehow yes u help me for lots of stuff.. sometimes hai. I really dunno. but.
woo.. so damn long since I last wrote a blog.. I think I should start to jot down little little things before I start forgetting lots of stuff.
oh well... prolly last updates since marriage?
9 January 2013..
Our wedding day...
oh well. loads of things happening...
morning ceremony...
phototaking..
night dinner at Mount Fabor Qian Xi Lou...
11 January 2013
- bel 7th bday. celebrated at Studio M hotel..
7 Feb to 13 Feb..
- Our honeymoon!
Hokkaido trip wif hubby... Tour with hongthai agency..
( I lost my wedding band in the snow... on the very second morning.. sobs.. hubby replaced a new one after our trip.. heartpain.. )
10 May 2013
-Had my first HPT!
20 May 2013
- I seen my little beanie!
oh well.. it has been a tough journey...
since 2013 start hubby has been busy on work.. working late everyday...
soon in june I finish my exams... my final papers in Unisim...
11 June to 17 June
Australia goldcoast trip. wif hub and bel.
free and easy.. drove ourself. went to all the themeparks.. haha.
1 August 2013
Hi my little beanie.. u are a girl!
18 October 2013
I had my graduation days..
-Attendees : Hubby, Mum, Belle, and Sarah who came later.
oh well.. so fat during the grad day.. hehe. fatt n fatt. so fat. cox im 5 mths preggy!
12 Nov 2013
Hubby bday.. let me see... I think I treated him to buffet at Melt.. Mandrain Oriental.. still got buy cake for him in morning hor, buy a cake with bel n give him at ya kun toing bahru. ha.
23 Nov 2013..
its mine!! hubby treat thai village. hmm.
Wow... so that's the mark of 2013... ~ eventful year? haha.
lets see what happen in year 2014!
3th January 2014..
Early 3rd Jan morning... baby girl decided to make her appearance at 38 weeks! oh ya.. day before I was vomiting and having a fever... hubby is not home.. call n call... his only back at like almost 9pm? haix... angry. still say I am the one who anyhow eat tts why sick. anyway went downstairs to see a doc and told that I am having a stomach flu.. sigh. ok had med after reach home.. anyway... back to 4th morning... went to toilet and I saw red.. called up hubby as he went to buy breakfast... so well I showered.. eat breakkie.. called clinic.. and best of all Dr chan is not around... zZz.... he will only be back at night...
ok.. went to hospital ward at like noon time... was having diarrhoa at the same time... vomiting... start to feel contraction. but it was not close.. the takeover gynae dr branda was called over... oh well. knn. she charges me ok.. for like less den 5 mins. only chk the dilation. n the chk she done was so much painful den the nuses. stupid.
anyway was so painful n the diarrhoea make me cun walk n went off. although she says I can go home n will only give birth after midnight or next day. but den I just cant get out. vomited. and den took a bath. admit to labour ward.
oh well. had my epidurial at 9pm? haha. Dr chan is back from his trip. he was being called over after he landed in sin. he came... told me to slp n he visit me tomorrow. who knoes... I started dilating quite fast. and was already 10cm by midnight.. oh well... baby girl was out at 4th January 1am!
stayed in hospital... myself. woo. hubby went home. catch slp. n settle the doggy at home. run in n out of hosp. tiring 3 nights stay... trying hard to BF... to slp. to handle baby. pain everywhere.. torturous.
back home on 7th? haha. I think. had confinement lady for 3 weeks. as its CNY period. wanna save so nvr had for full 28days. .. full of joy tireness many many...
oh well...
11 January 2014
Bel bday celebration at Ridout Macdonalds.
25 January 2014
Karine baby shower at Totts studio!
Seeing you growing up day by day... lovable.
23 march 2014..
A fren had gone. hopefully to the better. it was a shock and I guess a lot people who knew him still not able to accept the way he choose to live for the better.
21 july 2014..
today.. I realised that why people are just not contented.. wanting to compare.. or rather I would say 生在福中不知福？I dunno if u just deliberately agitating me at times like asking me if I wanna see u n ur ex family pic. or indirectly telling me tt ur ex gives u 100% of his money. but somehow yes u help me for lots of stuff.. sometimes hai. I really dunno. but.
Monday, February 20, 2012
yes.. i know that life is not about comparing... but why... somehow it felt so different...
my heart feels sick, feeling everything is so tired...
so many things running through my mind... am i right to choose this path? will i really get the same happiness i will get? how to compare the happiness? i dont know, but i just think....
my heart feels sick, feeling everything is so tired...
so many things running through my mind... am i right to choose this path? will i really get the same happiness i will get? how to compare the happiness? i dont know, but i just think....
Tuesday, December 06, 2011
Saturday, May 28, 2011
can't imagine how time flies... its already going to mid of year 2011.
can't imagine how much things that happened within this year...
one decision u made, can create a damn big change in life..
sometimes i wonder.. if there is a "what if" that exist...
if the time could turn back, will i still make the same decision? what will happened eventually?
what will it be like.. and where will i be today?
^mEm0rIeS^
can't imagine how much things that happened within this year...
one decision u made, can create a damn big change in life..
sometimes i wonder.. if there is a "what if" that exist...
if the time could turn back, will i still make the same decision? what will happened eventually?
what will it be like.. and where will i be today?
^mEm0rIeS^
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